things i wish to do with HIM

1. travel together.
2. watching star with ice cream
3. meet his parent
4. laugh until i cant stand anymore
5. play games together
6. hear music that we love
7. talk until morning
8. doing something stupid
9. taking pictures
10. insult people
11. breakfast together eat "nasi kerabu"
12. get a long walk at the beach
13. have a same hair cut
14. doing something childish
15. holding hand
16. text to say that "i miss you,and i need you!"
17. together everyday
18. kiss me upon my cheek
19. give a hugged
20. to be maried with him

hurts so deeply

wind so soft,

and the air is cold,

a silence around us,

there been like ages to see you,

yes,

i really do miss you,

and i love you,

adore you,

but you just stare at me,

with your breath so calm,

with no smile n laugh,

just your eyes..

i can see everything,

why and why,

how could it break without a noise,

how could i be so silence,

am i not good enough?

am i a bad girl?

your other hand,

hanging with other,

you look at her with revenge,

but,

does you see in me eyes its hurt?

my head,spin like recorder..

hear voice,

say sumthing that hurts,

hurts with no one cant see,

yes,

i bare it by myself,

even you dont know what i know,

now,

i pray for god,

give me strength,

and please make me calm.

on my mum bday!

smlm,sy kluar dgn die...well,on my bday..die x kasi pape pn...smlm la die kasi sy sumthing..firstly,die tipu sy nk maen volleyball,i thought its a truth,pastu die bwk sy g mkn sbb die ckp die lapa sgt,time tu sy tgh knyang lg,but he force me to eat! die order lambchop utk sy,die mkn chicken chop je..gle lah,liat singuh nk kunyah..die plak senyum je tgk gelagat sy..ade ke ptt,pastu die kate tukar la,die amik lambchop plak..hahahah,pastu abis mkn die kasi 1 card,say that 'happy' dlm tu ade tiket wyg..hahah..ceh,die tpu sy..cte tu start dlm kul8 lebey...kte tgk cte how to train ur dragon,best gle la! sbb dragon tu sgt2 la comel..cute gle rase nk je,haha..pas abis tgk cte tu..die kasi 1 card lg, said dat 'burfday' dlm tu ade wyg lg...stright je tgk wyg..tgk kl trift,yg tu cte sy tarak paham...cte tu nenek gak yg ajak..so tgk je la..cte tu bosan n ngarut je,n then he send me home..sblom nk msuk umah,he give a present,sy x bukak la dpn die..smpai je dlm blik je trus bukak..sy nmpk prkataan 'love' pastu kt bawah kat tepi die tulis swatch,hahahah..he give me jam swatch,you know..since i was little girl mmg sy suke swatch..dlu bday die pn sy kasi swatch..hahahahha,funny.beside swatch ade note book n pencil(die skali dlm box die)

lovely flower

bunge ini DIA yg kasi..DIA kasi seblom start bawak kete lagi..you know,its kind da cute.dulu sy slalu ngejek DIA yang i will buy it to him,cause he doesnt like this flower,die kate "bunge tu buat die rase annoying sangat"
hahaha
i love bully him,at the end DIA lak beli untuk sy..DIA kate sbb sy slalu sebut sangat pasal bunge tu
klu korang perhatikan gerakan die,like it will say that "i love you,and happy to be with you"
dengan bunge gerak kiri kanan,pastu daun die atas bawah,
haha
its weird rite..?

words that i hate

1. "kepale otak awk letak kat mane hah?! kat lutut?!"

2.dengan terpinga2 dengan kesalah sndiri,die pun berckap "awk kan da besar,pikir la sndri silap awk"

3."pantat la kau ni"

4." i nak kat u balik boleh? i silap dulu lepaskan u.."

5."NOK ape kau buat NOK"

6. dengan selumbernye org itu akan brkate pada kite tampa kite pelawa org itu, "awk nak kuar eh..?nk ikot,bleh kte gi bank jap nk bawak kluar duit"

7. "babi la kau ni"

8. dengan sengaja melibatkan name mak kte

9. org yg tak pernah di tegur suddently " hey,awk..da lame x nmpk awk ape cite sekarang..?"

10. org yg suke mnjerit tibe2 name kte,ketika otak tgh kusut

ape yg di beritahu kat atas adalah words yg sangat annoying buat sy..sekian

fruit story

cerita ini bermula the girl name apple,pada awal sem die masuk kolej,iaitu1st time die masuk kolej, time tu die ni dah ade boyfriend dah,his name durian,she met before she enter this collage.he is such wonderfull person,until 1 week after that,he ask that girl..die kekurangan duet..and he force that girl give it money to him,or else! and then that girl,she cry..she dont know what to do,die terpakse curi duet mak die to give her boyfriend.duran treat his girlfriend as his slave..all her money,durian take it,all of it!.even his is working..the worse is that,apple steal jewellery her monther to give it to durian..and apple,she cannot do anything except give and do anyhing he said,durian is the person is hottemper and x bleh lawan cakap die.back to the awal sem.

apple enter this collage with delightfull feeling,she met all kind of people.went go to orentasi,she met ciku,langsat,mangis,strawberry,banana blueberry,and her best friend orange.

after 1 week of orentasi,apple met her class mate,

mcm ragam2 her class mate,

1 day,durian force that girl to come his home town,jauh..about 1 hour nk sampai..and then she call bluebery she dont know nak naek ape pergi home town durian,bluebary said,

"call langsat,maybe he can help you"

apple trpakse tebat kan muke tanye langsat,and he said that die nak g VC aritu..

apple said

"thats great,vc is the road to take me to dq(durian home town)"

and langsat said,

"ok,you can ride with me"

as usual,

banana,mangis,ciku,strawbery,papaya(friends of them)also dlm kete

ade he take apple to dq

about 3 week after that..on middle of the night her boyfriend call that girl again ..die mintak mlm tu jgak kuar jumpe die..she dont know what to do,and then she call langsat..on that night,langsat take apple drove to met durian,dlm kete tu ade ciku,banana,strawbery,lemon and mangis.

(langsat couple with strawbery,and banana couple with lemon)

durian banyak sangat susah2 kan his girlfriend.but his girlfriend sabar je banyak with him.

after 8 month he couple with apple,durian berani pukul die..

cause of that poor girl said to him

"ikot suke hati awk lah,"

that kind of word,apple got a slapped from durian.and he throw her handphone to wall..hancur,

and that time,apple feel so empty,her world was crush down,

'that person make me like animal'

on febuary that year,she meet again pineapple,pineapple is her ex boyfriend,the person who cant get off her head,

he taking her back,he show that the old one of her,and she left durian..

she feel that slowly her heart feel so calm,

until that durian,came back..

die kaco habis2 hidup that girl..

pineapple left without a word to apple..

and that girl broke her heart again..

her life only with her friends..

her class mate,

jambu,peach,watermellon,mango,laici and rambutan

that fellow,make her become happy again,

and slowly that girl forgot how her heart bleeding

until then laici tell her something,

"awak,banana cakap die nak berkenalan dengan awk"

she was shock!

this not the time for love,but the time for heal the wound,

after that,

apple rase malu sgt nak jumpe banana,

setiap kali die jumpe banana die akan lari..

her face bcome red,went she meet banana.

cause she feel so shy..

n then 1 night laici text to apple,

"banana want ur number,can i give it to him..?"

apple wondering,why not,he is my friend long time ago..

and she say yes,

and banana text with her,

this happen along within 1 week,after that banana purpose to apple,

"can you be my girlfriend..?"

she feel,her heart feel stop,and hard to breath..her mind go wild..

she know,

she start liking that boy..

but doesnt feel to soon..?

she ask peach,and she said

"couple je awk,die org baek"

and then she text with him

"ok"

that boy,feel so unbelieveble that girl will say yes,

until now,she do not regret that she love that boy,

even more,

and more she love that person.

moral of the story:think carefully before accept someone in your life,(people who single)you never know that people around you,that you never unexpected will be you lover or be your valuable things.

he is my soul

i love this person so much!
lot of big love!love!love!